u r a fucking asshole. dun tin u cn get us a venue means tat u r fucking great and impt. tat doesn't gif u the right to bark us ard like a dog. cant wait to smash ur bloody head onto the metal railing. u jus sit down there and dunnid do anyhthing lar. huh??? choreograph..u choreograph si mi sai..u oso nv teach anything. i kip quiet doesn't mean u cn guai lan me so many times. ur grp damn impt lar..our grp let us die lar. nv see our performance den straight away tell us to shave away some of our timing. hu the fuck u tink u r to make such decisions?? u r definitely nt going to pass ur peer aprasial

P.S im pissed


I miss u


im officially writing tis post in my new hse..yep somewhr near paya leba..hmm, dun feel quite excited though. da hse is smaller den i expected >< . hmm, but seriously the bus stop is just literally outside my hse..lol quite convenient. still miss my old hse..the one back at cck. i have been staying there since K2?? so will she bu de one..haiz..somemore so far away from dar hse..headache..i guess i shall post the prom nite pic after my course when i have the time??? sian..2mr still mus go for the performance rehearsal at jurong east mrt. mus wake up at 5 2mr and catch an early train to JE.


ppl im officially moving hse on sat to somewhere near to paya leba dat side..super far..cos like dat nearer to my mum's stall at suntec..so no choice..mus move..mus move so far away from dar..i really she bu de..nvm..i cn still go out wif u..maybe go vivo, orchard or somewhere else..but im still staying at cck until i pass out from the COC.

P.S i miss u a lot. enjoy ur hol.


hmm..jus realise i hav nt update my blog for the past 1 week..din hav the time..i come back home jiu very tired liao..jus wan to slp. every morning wake up early, den meet keith at yew tee mrt den make our way to amoy quee. first day was really damn boring..lecture and lecture and lecture..managed nt to fall asleep by talking to keith and hong wei. saw feei and the rest of the rv gang..expected them to be there..surprised tat they could still rmb me. had my SAR 21 trainfire test..was easier than i expected..much easier than M16..but i still screwed up..sian..but luckily i passed.

sec day was even shit. went to army museum and to OCS at safti mi. ran ard like dogs and monkeys..damn sian..took half day leave and went home to prepare for prom. damn excited. den went to fetch dar at her block. look very pretty..hehe..den luckily val's dad agreed to fetch us and bran..thx uncle. reached at the rtc ard 6.15??? saw the crowd and was stunned. hahas. suddenly all looked so formal..hahas..had much fun during the dinner and the mc was nt bad. the couple mv was especially entertaining. enjoyed my freedom. time flies. den at ard 10.55 went home. haha tis time luckily gt dar's daddy fetch..hehe..very fortunate..if nt go home dunno wad time liao.

3rd day was even shit. took course photo den had the course opening address by commandant. he came wif a grp of majors, all the lao jiao from the army..reminded me of the council of 10..lol. had some refreshment which was damn nice..hq food always very gd..hahas..luckily gd coffee to kip me awake. had some leadership lecture for ard 3 hr??? almost died..super sian.

4th day was kana sai. morning at ard 4 hr of leadership talk, which continued for ard 3.5 hr after lunch. fell asleep a couple of time. we tell jokes to each other to kip ourselves awake. there was the freestyle drill course on dat day too. course ic asked us to diam..so she cn reported to the speaker..it was silence..den suddenly gt "low low low low low low"..lol..apparently it was the music for the freestyle drill..damn funny. had pt next..almost died running the 1.5km..too long nv run ler..all the mcspicy, big mac, 2-piece chicken meal all come back to haunt me..chest really hurt..mus cut dwn on fast food ler.

2dae dar goin on hoiday ler..while im stuck at home..:( nvm cn use tis time to play comp and rest..hahas


When the sun rise no more,
will you still be there
by my side?
I miss you
every hour, evey minute, every second.


The End of Civilisation. nt 2012..but on mon when i book into the stupid amoy quee camp. eee..da place see the name oso sian diao liao..gosh, 1 whole day of lecture..damn, sure fall asleep one. zzz. went to cut my hair ytd. still feel tat my fringe a bit long..2mr better ownself take sissors go trim..if nt the CLT over guai lan. hahas during the thurs briefing, there is a long queue of ppl taking leave from prom..guess im nt the only one..hahas..hmm, tues i tink i leaving at 12, jus nice after 1 of the lessons..so excited..hahas..i guess no one cn beat my hair length over there (armpit hair and leg hair nt counted)..hahas


haha jus realised my previous post nt quite friendly arh. haha to relieve the tension..i gt a joke to share wif u ppl. heeard it sometime ago..wonder if u have heard it.

One day, there's a man hu wanted to buy a new toy for his daughter. Hence, he went to the toy shop and ask the sales-lady.

"Hw much is the barbie on that shelf?" he asked.

"Which barbie u referring to? Barbie goin to party is $49.90. Barbie goin on a date wif Ken is $49.90. Barbie goin to sch is $49.90. Barbie having tea is $49.90. Divorced Barbie is $399.40." she replied.

"Wad? Y is there a difference in pricing?" he questioned.

"Oh cos divorced Barbie comes with Ken's hse, Ken's car and.."

lol..gt the joke??? hahas..funny hor???


sometimes i feel like i dun even noe u at all..r u the same person which i have known for 4 yrs?? u suddenly seems like a stranger to me. wad exactly is ur intention?? i dun have a gd feeling abt ur real motive. i dun really feel like talking to u anymore. dun really noe wads on ur mind. y mus u tell?? y cant u kip ur bloddy mouth shut and let me do the job. somehow..wad u said to me seems to be contradicting. nvm..dun wan to talk abt u ler..u totally spoil my day.


current rank
3 weeks later XD

sian..after pass out still gt 6 months probation..so gt one white bar, instead of the black one..wth..hahas. the no 2 uniform damn cool sia..gt bow tie..maybe cn wear to prom..lol..gonna blog like siao..for the nxt 3 weeks cnt blog liao..hahas


hahas..very long nv update my blog ler hor??? ytd wanted to update der..den dozed off..lol. ytd when to hq to draw uniform. 2 sets of no 4, 1 set of no 3, 1 set of no 1 and no 2, 1 set of no 4 boots and no 3 shoes. stuffed everything into my big big bag, and carry this big big plastic. then rushed dwn to ntu to swap bag wif him..apparently i took his sch bag, and he cnt take exam without returning the back..then rushed dwn to lot 1 to meet bran..haha..bought old chang kee and took a bus to far east to shop shop..bought a fabulous shirt, tie and shoes. thx bro for accompanying me..he bought a sneaker too.

2dae managed to catch 2012. the special effects damn wicked sia..was laughing all the way thru and gt hit by darling..lol. man, this movie is way better than "the day after tomorrow"..but the ending is a bit..erm..ridiculous..lol. had lunch at vivo, and catch a train back to lot 1, pei her buy some hair clips and walked her home.

P.S i guess i got things sorted out 2dae???


pissed wif my comp 2dae. wanna throw my laptop out of the window. open one stupid internet explorer tell me ram usage too high..wtf?!? the stupid maple go and locked my asiasoft acc..say will send me email wif the reactivation code..till nw haben send..da bian lar..dunno which idiot go set my sec pass..damn it..2dae work up at 4..follow mum to suntec to help her sell food..hmm..quite fun lar actually..yay, gt pocket money liao. hahas..ok lar, i wan go play rc liao.

oh ya, went thru my ew book 2dae before throwing it away. came across tis interesting poem, decided to share it wif u guys XD

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as wonderful as diamond,
as relaible as the Pill.
Provide you with maximum
support and comfort.

Wonder Bra, Wonder Bra, Wonder Bra
made with the finest materials,
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with self-confidence.
Release your inner, sexy-self today!

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make bare-backs a reality.
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Push-ups, sports bras, bikinis,
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haiz..still suffering from post examination trauma. before o lvl, whining abt hav to mug like da bian. nw end ler, dunnoe wad to besides mugging. sian. time really flies huh..it feels like ytd when i was whining and complaining abt 20+ more days to the last paper, or 16 papers to go. hmm..nw "tink", its the end of o lvls. strange isn't it???

ytd totally crash out. dozed off ard 12. cnt tahan. earlier on went to shop from prom stuff wif eunice, yp, bri and bran. had lunch wif eunice, den meet up wif them at city link..went to marina square, n fast east. hmm..only gt myself a pair of jeans so far..haben find my shirt. hahas..almost pissed them of when i cnt find my perfect size for the jeans. waist gt fatter. mus go do sit-up liao. hahas. really enjoyed myself..had so much fun. i felt so carefree, dunnid to care abt wad time mus report home for curfew. hahas. then went home wif eunice, while they had dinner. then go home found out the nfs spoil..stupid


WARNING:
wad u r abt to see will make u PUKE. preparation of a VOMIT BAG is high-advisable. :P

tis post is specially for u. 2dae is a very special day. it has been a month, a long sweet month..really enjoyed my time wif u. though i may nt be sure tat we cn continue walking dwn tis path 2gether for the rest of our life, but im sure tat tis journey wud the most memorable one, one dat u wun forget. hmm, lets leave it to fate, shall we?? if we r really meant for each other, things will turn out to be fine. sweet sweet sweet. tis word perfectly describes wad im feeling nw. i really hope tat we wud last and more of such sweet happy days will come. conflict is inevitable i mus say, but lets nt let them affect us. hmm, shall nt ruin more appetites ler..hahas

P.S i luv u


whee..received a letter from hq..yeah gt selected for the 58th cadet officer course..wahahaha..tis begins my 3 weeks of suffering..holidays burnt. haha..tues go collect my uniform, thurs go for briefing, mon start course liao..woah fast sia..mus enjoy while i cn..hahas..whee, 58th COC..here i come


yay..2dae bio paper 1 finally over. sian..already gt ard 5 wrong ler..stupid..gt some are really stupid mistakes..too complacent ler..damn..stupid stupid stupid

ok lets nt bitch abt things tat are history..my freedom is less than 24 hrs away..haha..2mr is chem..sian..scared very difficult..already screwed up my paper 2 ler..sian..2mr im gonna party the whole nite baby to compensate wad i have gone thru these 4 yrs..XD


2 more days to go..2 more days to redeem my freedom. nt in the mood to study anymore..so tired..shld really go revise my bio rite nw..so far still ok, jus made some stupid errors. stupid. stupid. stupid. there goes my marks.

5 ways to eternal happiness
1. find a textbook
2. rip apart the pages
3. find a lighter
4. tell ur mum to save money by nt using gas to cook tat nite
5. BURN the pages

P.S im gonna be montag 2nite